I believe there is something in each of our children, a quality or a lesson, that is meant to bring us as parents back to a greater sense of wholeness within ourselves. For me with Rowen, this lesson is very clearly about my sense of physicality and a deeper connection to my own body.Read More
When I was a newborn mother everything occurring in my life was a glaring example of how motherhood could be a spiritual practice. The focus, devotion, endurance, love, sleep deprivation, learning curve, uncertainty, intuition, and rapid development for both baby and mama all seemed to ignite this divine unfolding of my inner strength, wisdom and authenticity. Something radical was clearly going on, I was thrilled about it and so I made this site to muse on these happenings and to share the possibility that parenting and spiritual practice could be married with harmonious results...Read More
As I sit here in the freshness of the New Year I also find myself at an uncomfortable threshold in my effort as a mother. Rowen is 19 months old now and we are accelerating through this transition from "baby" to "big kid" at an alarming rate.
According to Erik Erikson's theory of human development, around 18 months is an important time of transition in the maturation of a child. It's the point where the child begins to explore their independence and autonomy...Read More
I sat down to meditate, formally, for the first time in I don't know how long. It has been a rough ride this fall. Between colds, a freak parasite, visiting grandparents, a quickly changing toddler, and 10 teeth emerging all the while - I had my hands full. The daily chaos was tiresome, but it was the months of nights with broken and restless sleep that really brought me to my knees...Read More
Recently, Matthew and I had been struggling with our relationship. After two weeks of vacation and uniteruppetd family time we arrived home to the reality of our life, which is a tag team effort and a division of roles, he working while I tackle the domestic affairs. We intentionally chose this traditional family style before Rowen was even born. We felt it would be important and beneficial for me to be a full time momma and take on all the roles of the house while he continued to build his business and support us financially. It had worked pretty well up until now...Read More
To surrender has been my mantra for years. It became my solace in the seven months it took for us to conceive. It became necessary during the many flavors of pregnancy. It overtook me during the process of giving birth. But never was it more relevant or profound than now, here in the act of mothering. And what a beautiful gift it is...Read More